Me

It's A Wrap

HE TOLD YOU IT WAS OK AND YOU BELIEVED IT, NOT KNOWING WHAT THE OUTCOME. YOU JUST KNEW HE WAS FINE, BALLIN, AND HAD IT ALL. IT FELT SO GOOD YOU KEPT WANTING MORE. SO YOU PROCEED TO KEEP IT GOING NOT REALIZING ITS KILLING YOU SLOWLY. DAYS GO BY AND YOU STILL DONT KNOW WHY YOU REALLY WANT TO KEEP MESSIN& WITH THIS GUY, NOW WEEKS GO BY AND YOUR REALLY STARTING TO FEEL FUNNY BUT HE STILL GIVING YOU DA MONEY, AND THE HONEY. A COUGH OR TWO AND A COUPLE OF LOST POUNDS LATER YOU START NOTICING SOMETHING A LITTLE DIFFERENT YET YOU DONT THINK ITS BAD, PERHAPS JUST A COLD. BUT TRUTH BE TOLD IT GOES DEEPER BEYOND WHAT THE EYE CAN SEE AND WHAT THE HEART CAN HOLD. THEN ONE DAY YA BOY GOES TO THE HOSPITAL, YOU CALL DA NIGGA  CELL AND ASK HIM WHATS THE MATTER, HE SAYS DONT WORRY BABY ILL BE OUTTA HERE IN AN HOUR, HOURS GO BY AND YOU BEGAN TO CRY, STILL WONDERING WHY THIS NIGGA AINT CALLED. SO YOU RANG HIS CELL AGAIN THIS TIME A NURSE ANSWERS THE PHONE, SHE SAYS HELLO?& IN A VERY SINCERE TONE, & MISS IM SORRY THAT GENTLEMEN IS NO LONGER HERE.. BUT WHERE DID HE GO? DID HE CHECK OUT AT 3. O NO DEAR THAT YOUNG MAN PASSED AWAY WITH A DEATH DEFINING DISEASE, WHAT WAS THE DISEASE? HONEY IT WAS H.I.V...

love the word

Love is a nice word but love is most times only a word. When you or your partner & act loving. then your happy with each other but a quick kiss as you're leaving the house and a quick kiss &; I love u mean different. If upon arrival back u treat them as something you have to deal with rather than something to enjoy. Give me someone that does loving acts everytime over someone that throws the word around constantly

Emotions Take the Wheel...

My mind is like a car. My emotions are driving recklessly. Oh god please help me I cant let it get the best of me. Not knowing If I should go east or west, damn my mind is such a mess. I go north and still no luck, I travel back south only to realize I've gone in a circle. For I fear I might make another wrong turn. I keep asking for directions, although the directions I have been given are accurate they still haven't taken me where I need to go. Having faith is the equivalent to my fuel, running out of faith is like running out of gas.